My - Post - Valentines - post

Whew!

It sure have been a long time since i last posted. But oh well since times have change, people have been very busy,i have been busy myself though in a different way....

Last year, on Valentines day Eve, i was with couple of friends. Celebrating the season with buckets of tears. Most of us were singles at that time, or if not they considered themselves single... I remembered wanting, wishing and actually hoping to become an alcoholic at that point... though nothing seemed to work.

Last year, i remember belting the karaoke with them and racing on who will get drunk first as valentines day approaches... oh and we went swimming too.. that very same day, now i am totally thinking whether we all wanted to drown or something. Getting all rowdy in the middle of the night. But hell it was one of my most memorable valentines day celebration ever.

Fast forward one year later... these wonderful friends i have been with, i don't even have their numbers now.. (but hey if youre reading this i hope you'll smile as you remember that moment, when you remember who posed silly for the camera, and you know who claded in a two piece suit, and when you know who was so devasted due to a break-up he ended up snoring so loudly..)

This valentines 2007 was spent quitely with Iya, my Brother and a good long distance call to someone who was almost wailing on how long it has been since we celebrated valentines together. Oh yeah you wailed silly... its all your fault why youre running a cold.

Seeing on all this, i can't help but think that as people come and go, as promises are broken and relationships repaired, one constant thing remains.. we move on. People move on. I think that as time continually forces us to, we let everything be molded with time, there is a constant realization that some things we really don't have any control of. Sure i still miss the day in the year when i get all mushy, but it is not as exciting now, a long talk over the phone made my day a wonderful valentines celebration. So unlike last year when i have wanted to feel how to drown on water and gin... and i was awake for almost three straight days.

I dont know if i am just getting older or something. But time really does fly..